ANTIQUING WITH ALZHEIMER’S

That day you abandoned me

in the secondhand shop:

was it the shellacked dinner roll

in the gravy boat that set us off?

 

In the secondhand shop,

run by a miniature man,

the bread in the gravy boat set us off.

You opened a door, hoping to escape.

 

The miniature man

was humming “Amazing Grace”

and you opened a door, hoping to escape,

only to find a closet.

 

He was humming “Amazing Grace”

and you couldn’t contain yourself.

You walked into a closet

and that was it; you lost it.

 

You couldn’t contain yourself–

the bread, the boat, the hymn…

that was it. You lost it

and bolted.

 

The bread, the boat, the hymn:

you left me to face it

when you bolted.

I didn’t know where you had gone.

 

You left me to face it.

I finally found you in the car,

where you had gone to hide.

This was early on.

 

I finally found you in the car

and we laughed ourselves breathless.

This was early on,

if you remember.

 

We laughed ourselves breathless

about the shellacked dinner roll.

Can you even remember 

the day you abandoned me?